Trying to find myself
Drowning in a Sea of Misery
A nice, personal writing pad for your thoughts 'n stuff
I’ve decided the whole aim in life is to have a much thrown at an individual person until they crumble. Well this is my crumbling point.
Every little problem that I thought I had is so insignificant now I’ve found out my grandma, the most amazing woman in the world who has been like a mum to me, has got CANCER. Why is it all the good people that go through that shit. I watches my grandpa waste away to nothing cos of this disease and I will fall apart if the same thing happens to her. She doesn’t deserve it. My mum is in bits and I have to stay strong for her. But it’s hard to be strong.
Have you ever felt Like you don’t know what’s going on anymore. Like you don’t care about anything anymore. You’ve lost motivation to do anything. Your mind is set on too many things that you are confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel either. The feeling of emptiness, and feeling that barely anyone is there for you. Feeling that no one understands you anymore. And it seems like there is nothing to look forward to anymore.
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